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Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Daily Writing #3 && Smiling Bit

Seriously? OTL Why is writing such a pain in the arse? ;A; I mean, I love it - honestly I do. D: But most of the time it's a pain in the arse. щ(ﾟДﾟщ) I'M NOT DOING IT RIGHT. I'm pretty sure this shouldn't be happening dammit. ): Anyways, I wrote a bit - once again the idea is nothing like how I initially planned it and it's really frustrating me. xD I don't care now! Tomorrow I'm going to finish it, even if it's a half arsed ending with no meaning at all.

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And now she was beginning to feel nervous - a bit uneasy honestly.

Here she was; taking small bites from the colourful sundae which lay before her while he just…stared at her with a smile. And although she was finding that smile to be charming - it was also distracting.

Nerve-racking actually.

“Is there some thing on my face?”

Questioning softly, she watched as he quickly blinked, seemingly snapped out of his little gaze before coughing and shaking his head.

“Ah, no sorry about that…I just thought that you looked cute while eating too…”

And although the second half was hushed down to a whisper, she was still able to catch it and blush uncontrollably for a good half of the awkward silence which seemed to rush over them

Several more moments passed by before the both of them found it unbearable, opening their mouths only to speak at the exact same moment.

“Sorry about that. Go ahead Kuronuma.”

“No no no.” Shaking her head, she pushed her empty sundae bowl to the side and rested her arms out before her on the table, eyes staring directly into his. “It wasn’t anything important really. What were you going to say Kazehaya-Kun?”

“Ah well,” He scratched the back of his head, eyes darting to the side as if to avoid her gaze.

‘If she stares at me that hard I might doing something I’ll regret.’

Maybe she had made him feel awkward?

She took note; ‘Never stare directly into his eyes.’

“I was just wondering where you wanted to go now? Since you finished after all.”

Just as quickly as his eyes fell onto her, she immediately turned the other way, staring at nothing in particular yet not wanting to make him feel awkward.

Yes. Definitely. She didn’t want to make him feel anymore awkward than she already had done.

“I’m fine with whatever you’d like.”

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He wondered why every time he would look at her she would quickly look the other way.

Was she avoiding him?

He must have screwed up somehow, but when exactly?

"Kazehaya-Kun?"

"Uh..huh?" Snapping out of his thoughts he turned to face the raven haired girl, growing a bit frustrated once she had turned the other way just as promptly. He would have been fine with it, honestly he would have - that is, if there was a reason in which he understood why she was avoiding him.

"Uhm...If I may ask, where are we headed?" He noticed as she began to stare at the ground while walking rather than to the sides as she had previous done. Once again, this did not make him feel any better.

"Oh right, I was thinking we could head back to my house and pick up Maru...then maybe head to the park to walk him?"

In an instant she turned to face him, eyes sparkling with delight - like a child whom just entered a candy shop.

And although she was finally looking at him, that adorable expression was too much for him to bear forcing him to quickly look away, covering his face in shame.

He wondered if the tips of his ears were burning just like his cheeks -

sadly he couldn’t hide those.

She did it again.

Barely a few seconds from when their eyes met Kazehaya quickly looked away, causing herself to turn back towards the ground.

Surely she had done something to upset him.

“Yes…That sounds like a good idea.”

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Anyhoodles, I did a little bit of Smiling Together. orz I really need to learn the entire song rather than do random parts here and there in case it gets decided that I just cover it alone. && LOL. I sound tired because I'm still sick orz. I should really be sleeping more. Don't shoot me please.

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